Dear Diary Entry #1- Wednesday February 22, 2012

Start: 11:23 PM

Story time!

I’ve been looking back on how my ex’s friends treated me recently. It was a long distance relationship so it was practically impossible to see her on a normal basis like how it should be. When “we” stopped keeping our relationship on the down-low it was nearing our 2nd month anniversary. When my ex changed her relationship status, her friends added me like nobody’s business. I added them back of course for I have nothing to hide from them. I wanted to keep their trust. I got to know them at a fairly decent level and for some I thought I was really cool with them. After my ex and I broke up, almost immediately I started losing some “friends” where I actually noticed my friends list going down big time. It wasn’t after a bit later where I realized they were all my ex’s friends that were deleting me. I was shocked! It was just sudden that all of them started to unfriend me on Facebook. Even the ones that I talked to quite often deleted me as well. They added me just to spy on me and nothing else. Can you believe that? I look at my friends list now and the ONLY person that has not deleted me is that one person I have only spoken to ONCE. “Hi, ____’s friend :)” 

On the other note: 

I spent spent 13 hours at school today. I am NEVER doing that anymore. I spent 1/2 of the time in the library, 1/4 in class, and 1/4 for breaks. After I was tired of spending my time in the library, I went to the cafeteria. Saw my friend Julian there with his usual goth like trucker cap with long black coat on playing on his guitar. He let his hair down today. Not long after I sat down to talk to him, 5-6 of his friends including him got up. I asked them why all of them got up at the same time. They answered me with their index and their thumb finger near their mouths and I was like, “LOL SERIOUSLY? ALL OF YOU ARE GOING TOGETHER?” So they went and the non-smokers stayed in the cafeteria. Turns out it was only me and this one chick. So I got to know her and she’s a great girl to talk to. Decent looking too. We talked how there’s a finance seminar held at the school sponsored by Wells Fargo that talks about budgeting, how to handle finances, and how to make loans for school, buying a house, to know how to handle them properly. Then we talked about how the ghetto gangs are moving up here from Los Angeles and turning this peaceful town slowly into a gang ravaged city if nothing is done to prevent it from spreading even more.

End: 11:56PM